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It is the most paradoxical sensation to be afraid of nothing in the mind—not suffering, not failure, not uncertainty, not loss nor death—and yet, at the same time, to still feel the fear itself.

I am so hyper-aware of the fear and how it can prey upon me, while also being unable to wrest it from this tender heart.

Remember to embrace this feeling, and remember also to embrace the concern. Stop thinking that they are disparate, or in need of fixing; they are something in need of union.