Self-awareness

I’m an acutely self-aware individual, though often to a fault. 

While self-awareness and mindfulness are indispensable companions within our journey towards what modicum of free will that actually exists, there seems to be some inherent magic that exists within pure, unadulterated experience of life—untainted and unfettered by skepticism and doubt, without this constraint straining against the chains of our conceptions of right and wrong, bereft of reason yet abounding and immersed in feeling. 

In the same way there is a universe of truth to be found in thought, I simply cannot deny the existence of any less truth to be found thoughtless.