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9 essays on uncertainty

Confidence

Posted on Thursday, June 29, 2023

Last updated on Saturday, August 15, 2026 at 4:27 PM

·1 min read

Why is it that we glorify confidence as one of the hallmarks of a strong, resilient character, when it has proven time and time again that it fails us? When we succeed, we do not hesitate to attribute our it to our determination, our resolve, our tenacity. But when we fail, we are all too eager to sweep it under the rug, to turn a blind eye to the fact that we blatantly misled ourselves, and to…

Choice

Posted on Wednesday, May 3, 2023

Last updated on Saturday, August 15, 2026 at 4:27 PM

·2 min read

One of the fundamental paradoxes of our lives is the one of choice. In the contemplation of our decisions—our rudimentary, superficial calculus of cause and effect, our biased judgments of what constitutes a good or bad outcome, and our overweening faith in a stable, predictable world—we often forget that, as humans, we have an absolutely horrendous track record at predicting the future, and an…

April Fools' Day

Posted on Saturday, April 1, 2023

Last updated on Wednesday, August 5, 2026 at 10:55 PM

·2 min read

This is a day where we partake in the act of poking fun at the instincts pertaining to our sensibilities, of pushing the boundaries of what we believe is real, of testing the limits of our conceptions of absurdity—how each of us would react when presented with something ostensibly outrageous yet remotely plausible. The only problem is that we live in an era where “ostensibly outrageous yet…

A Time for Everything

Posted on Friday, February 24, 2023

Last updated on Saturday, August 15, 2026 at 4:27 PM

·2 min read

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, a time to embrace and a time to refrain…

Regret

Posted on Wednesday, February 22, 2023

Last updated on Saturday, August 15, 2026 at 4:27 PM

·3 min read

If we could’ve done things differently, then why didn’t we? In one question, this is the fundamental problem of regret. Regret is the manifestation of our implicit belief in the concept of free will. It can only exist if we delude ourselves into believing that we can somehow alter the course of the universe and the incomprehensible spontaneity of our circumstances; our minds insist that somehow…

Excessive Study

Posted on Monday, February 20, 2023

Last updated on Saturday, August 15, 2026 at 4:27 PM

·7 min read

The Bible has been translated into over one thousand languages, and in English alone, there are around fifty different versions. While we can have extreme confidence in the translators to faithfully replicate the content, spirit, and energy of a given text, we all understand that doing so is never completely possible. We can all acknowledge this inexorable fundamental shortcoming of…

Everything’s going to be okay.

Posted on Thursday, January 5, 2023

Last updated on Saturday, August 15, 2026 at 4:27 PM

·2 min read

Until it isn’t. Until "okay" just isn't sufficient anymore. There's seemingly nothing wrong with this self-assurance; if it calms you, if it brings you peace, if it’s enough to save your life, and you can think of nothing better to say, then let it help you. Because the truth is, things will be "okay" most of the time. Despite what we might perceive as tumultuous life circumstances, we always…

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